i really have not been blogging man... ---exams are finally over and i should be rejoicing but.. some how i feel dame weird like as if this is not rite and there is much more coming... i playing the com like sht but still have the feeling as if somethings not rite? i can put anything on it man!! this fri me and some friends going to freaking superbowl to play super lag lan... we actually celebrating miss ling's.. erm farewell party. she going to another school or something.. this sat after my softball pract i going my cuz house stay over, just hpoing my mum agree. i hope... then i train my cuz and one of his neibour coz sun they got softball thingy betwwen the churchs.... i feel no pressure when playing wif them the last time but pride as i am probably the best there... but when i think about the real competition wif the schools i feel small and frail... i worry if i will make a mistake and put my whole softball time down the drain. i really hope i can get into internation.. actually i hoped for me getting into north then maybe internationall not the oppesit... i gtg now bye...